Journal Entry dated 01/07/10:
Today is Bill's birthday. This morning, I woke up really early. Thoughts about relationships, how they ended, what I felt at the time and how I feel now, culminated into a realization revolving around my father and what I never received from him...and how I allowed myself a break down and re-building of my being.
The energy I was putting forth needed to stay within me.
What I give to others, I must gift to myself. What I lacked from my father, I must find (internally) the strength to fill that empty void. No relationship, no man or woman can ever fill it.
I, and I alone, must reconcile the conflicts within.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Truly Yours
I have been receiving these messages from 'The Universe' for some time now and it's pretty eerie when they start to 'speak' to me in ways that are very prevalent (and reflective) of the current events of my life.
I cannot fully describe the growth and wisdom I have acquired in the latter part of 2009, let alone the amount of introspection and internal excavation I've partaken in within the few weeks of 2010. What I would like to share, with all of you, are the messages that were sent to me by the "Universe" angels via www.tut.com that remind me of this: synchronicity, magic, hope and unconditional love really do exist.
Thanks for every single time you ever fell in love. Whether or not it was obvious. Whether or not it lasted. And whether or not you were loved back.
It changed everything.
Actually, you're always loved back....
You changer,
The Universe
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The BIG THING rarely happens when you ask for it, nor does it typically come from who or where you expect. It usually comes a bit later, from someone you didn't even know when you first asked, as a result of some weird turn of events that were impossible to foresee.
So, chill. Be patient. Enjoy the moment. And let your friends, employers, and partners off the hook. Besides, they're going to have enough to deal with when the BIG THING does arrive, if you know what I mean.
Patience is cool. Really cool.
Won't be long,
The Universe
I cannot fully describe the growth and wisdom I have acquired in the latter part of 2009, let alone the amount of introspection and internal excavation I've partaken in within the few weeks of 2010. What I would like to share, with all of you, are the messages that were sent to me by the "Universe" angels via www.tut.com that remind me of this: synchronicity, magic, hope and unconditional love really do exist.
Thanks for every single time you ever fell in love. Whether or not it was obvious. Whether or not it lasted. And whether or not you were loved back.
It changed everything.
Actually, you're always loved back....
You changer,
The Universe
************************
The BIG THING rarely happens when you ask for it, nor does it typically come from who or where you expect. It usually comes a bit later, from someone you didn't even know when you first asked, as a result of some weird turn of events that were impossible to foresee.
So, chill. Be patient. Enjoy the moment. And let your friends, employers, and partners off the hook. Besides, they're going to have enough to deal with when the BIG THING does arrive, if you know what I mean.
Patience is cool. Really cool.
Won't be long,
The Universe
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